Can anyone tell me? This shit is like 10 years old. Zombie!!!
Anyway, lots of changes going on in my life right now. Most i am not going to detail here other than to say it will be an interesting year. Some big things are on my horizons and it will be interesting to see how they turn out.
Speaking of interesting things and changes – my coworker Eric is now a dad. Want to congratulate him and his wife Jen on that. Now, i know my mom reads my site (probably one of the only readers ha!) and while i have not explicitly stated this in the past in such definitive terms i can say now that i have no plans of having a kid. I don’t think i’d be a great dad – little things just irritate me and i don’t even like kids. I can’t say that one day adoption wouldn’t be on the table, because i think there are lots of kids out there who were born “unwanted” and that really sucks. But, neither my wife or I want to go through this whole process. Just isn’t appealing to us at all. I think of us as being more courageous anyway – everyone has kids. Plus it is a pretty shitty world to bring a kid up in these days. I had it much better when i was growing up.
Plus x 2 i hate it when people act like you not wanting to have kids is somehow an indictment on you, or a shortcoming. That makes me laugh.
Maybe that is my warped thinking at work, oh well.
<We’re gonna have to move on, move on – Cranberries playing>
Did i mention i don’t want to be an accountant when i grow up? Or ever have to look at another excel spreadsheet? Thats all i do at work anymore. It is important work, but it just isn’t me.
Maybe i am a little weird saying this but, i miss hanging out with my sister in-law and her boyfriend back in Fort Collins. Maybe it is sappy ass Cranberries playing STILL in my headphones. I am also trying to like beer so next time i am there i can have more fun on the brewery bike tour.
<There is no other place i’d lay down my face – Cranberries singing>
Know what else i miss? Staying up all night. Sleeping till noon. The sound of a lawnmower outside my window and birds chirping on a sunday afternoon while i take a nap. BBQ Pizza from Pizza Hut or potato balls from Lucy Ho’s at lunch drenched in soy sauce and mingled with fried rice. Skateboarding in the driveway with childhood friends, or playing ghost in the graveyard in Ronnie’s backyard where i’d hide in the bushes near the pool.
I need a haircut but i am too lazy to call the stylist.
I also feel like going out to the store after work to buy a game for the Xbox 360 i never play anymore.
So, why am i listening to the Cranberries again? I guess it is good “write down random shit” music.